Because Life is full of surprises.

 

‘A walk should never have a specific purpose. Rather than having a destination, you should simply immerse yourself in the beauty of the walk itself. Second, you must never take your worries with you on the walk. Leave them at home, for if you don’t, they will become even more deeply rooted in your mind by the end of the walk. And finally, be fully aware. Train yourself to pay complete attention to the sights, sounds and smells. Study the shape of the leaves on the trees. Observe the beauty of the clouds and the fragrance of the flowers. As he concludes: The world, after all, is not so unendurable, when a person gets a chance to look at it and smell it and feel its texture and be alone with it. This acquaintance with the world—this renewal of the magical happiness and wonderment which you felt when you were a child—such is the purpose of taking walks.'

 If not, I have a bad memory, I would have certainly remembered who’s these beautiful words are.

When everything is turning upside down, and I had lived a little more and over to my childhood, where I spent most of my times in mud, ocean, rain and plants, I wish I could go back to those times when I let myself immerse in the vast blue whines touching my feet, I wish I could be my little-me to let dig deep into the soil ,in air that intense aroma of earth and besides everything those dirt filled nails and my brownly hands. I wish I would have gone back to everything I had once for I was not as sensitive as of now.

I always believe, for everything God gives you, let it be hurdles or pain or even happiness there is always solutions for the same gifted along. We just need to solve it by finding it with ourselves. Sometimes nature speaks a lot when even our heart and body stay numb. All the answers are often seemed flying along with the wind sometimes even a droughted land speaks, those ever-brightened sun drowning to the ocean speaks and even the reflections of lengthy trees speak, we just need that patience to look around, take a walk or a long deep breath to forget everything that exists. 

Today when all of us run along with the flow, to the flow and ends in the same circle where everyone of us practices the same old cliches, I wish I could stop for a bit, turn around and see how much I ran to reach hitherto, what I missed in my life and take a turn from it just to peep into the same old doors of immature happiness to be a child again. I always misunderstood the statement when people say, ‘act a little mature’. What is there to act when the majority community forgets what they were once. I always felt it as a blessing to be a child in a teen when everyone says, ‘once you are grown up you can never enjoy it the same as you enjoyed as a child'.

My father was indeed right by giving his own life an example. Dream it, but never wait to achieve it. What if tomorrow never happens.