ECCENTRIC HABITS

          I believe everyone of us will have at least one such weird habit that people may accept as the most eccentric thing of the whole world. I don't know about others but I can assure you that 'yes I am a person with a wide variety of strange habits'. We live our life for only once right? then why can't we live with a little strangeness. I think I adopted these unusual behaviors when I accepted the world's biggest truth that 'the only person who cares you the most is you and you alone, so the thing is you should never get too much dependent on anyone, not even to share your secrets with, as my kind of habits will make you feel I am lunatic.

    The first and foremost thing is, Ok please don't feel like I have to consult a doctor. the thing is, I share my secrets to the walls of my bathroom, while having my everyday bath I open up my heart to the walls.  How can someone express their feeling to 'The Wall' when you have hundreds and thousands of people alive outside? This might be the question you have in your mind right?. Its simply because I have some trust issues. Not like I don't trust people, I don't trust my secrets. But believe me once you starts sharing your emotions, whatever it might be, happiness, sadness, anger, agony, excitement, anything it is, when you start sharing with your own self you feel an ease of heart, you may feel free as those walls never judges you. I personally believe that it is better to talk to your own self or to write it down somewhere than expressing to the people around you as in today's world it is a very difficult task to find someone whom you can trust and share everything with. so I think even though this is a strange thing it is good right, pretty cool thing.

 Then the second thing, everynight before going to sleep I pray to god for good sleep and it use to work too. I never prayed because I believe in god( neither I am a theist nor I am an atheist) but it gives me a hope that by praying I can have good sleep. For my Amma this is one of my strangest behavior, every time she sees me praying overnight she chides me saying " you are gonna get nothing if you pray god for your things, stop this drama and get to sleep", Its a truth that never pray to god for only something you want, but here I am actually boosting up my hope, a hope that by praying I am gonna get a good sleep, for a hope that this hope will work.

    And the last but not the least habit of mine is cooking. you might be thinking like, 'How come this be strange?' Cooking is not strange but cooking with weird items is really strange. sometimes I use to cook Maggie with milk and coffee powder, I make tea with garlic and small onions, I make egg omelet with meat masalas and so on. Eww!, don't say that, say HECK! I know its not tasty but I believe That's how signature dishes are born. we learn from mistakes right? so always be ready to make mistakes, what if one day it turns out be an innovation.

Let me conclude, all of these habits I mentioned above might not be too strange for everyone, but for those who says she is mad, " what is the meaning of your life if you are living the same of others?".

 I am adding a picture with this that I drew, It felt like I am a Picasso after drawing this.